Maybe I am a PARANOID

You love me like I was a brother,
You protect me, listen to me,
You dug me my very own garden,
Gave me sunshine, made me happy.

I call up you, But you are out with your answerphone,
You says you would love to come help but,
The sea would electrocute us all.

I try to get feel better,
I try to get more stronger.

If you think that you're strong enough,
If you think you belong enough.

Tell me something i don’t know,
Tell me one thing, then let it go.

But I don't want to be crippled and cracked,
Shoulders, wrists, knees and back.
Ground to dust and ash, crawling on all fours,
Maybe i am just A Paranoid.

I need to wash myself again to hide all the dirt and pain,
Cos I'd be scared that there's nothing underneath,
But who are my real friends, have they all got the bends
Am I really sinking this low.